| listening to vanilla twilight in the snow |
[Dec. 19th, 2009|05:43 pm] |
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| | owl city- vanilla twilight | ] |
life life life. i am happy to report that not only did i pass calculus but i got A's in the rest of my classes including my studio :) i still do not feel like i'm on any sort of break since i'm working full time with extra hours... but it is nice to not have to do homework all the time on my days off.
it has been hard to manage my relationship-life with my work/school life. i want a boyfriend and i get insanely jealous when my friends or people i meet say they've been with their significant other for x amount of years. caitlin is married and has the most adorable baby in the world and she is younger than i am and i feel like i am not up to par with the other people my age. i don't think it is bad to be focused on school and working to pay for it... it is just hard to find a guy who doesn't need that constant attention, or for me to feel guilty about not always being there and talking to him every single day. i find this kind of exhausting.
so i plan on spending my break being snowed in (20 inches just today!) watching movies, playing pet society, reading milan kundera, wrapping everyones presents, tuesday crosswords, ybb... old ppl stuff like that :)
have a great holiday :D |
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